ku da masuk 39weeks da minggu nih...
last check up.. baby da 2.8++ kg.. berat badanku plak da jadik 72kg muahahaha (seblom peknen ku hanya 57 okeh!!)

weeks 1 - 17 :
gained 3kg ---> 60kg. fully bF n pump 2-3 times a day

20 Dec: weeks 21 :
gained 1.5kg weight 61.5 kg, still fully bF + pump 2-3 times

20 Jan: weeks 27 :
gained 5kg (.. weight 66.5kg, direct feed @ night and pump once a day

23 Feb: weeks 32 : gained lagik 2.5kg ---> 69kg, stop pumping, night feeding only

5 Mar: weeks 33 :
gained 1.3kg -----> 70.3kg, efw: 1.8kg, aQim -> night feeding only

19 Mar: weeks 36 :
gained another 2kg ----> 72.3kg, efw: 2.3kg, masih night feeding tapi skjp². aQim cam tak suka da

26 Mar: weeks 37 :
gained 0.4kg ajer (bangga woi...) efw: 2.5kg, 100% stop bfeed --> colostrum da kuar.. aQim takmo isap waaaaa...

2 Apr: weeks 38:
gained 1.3kg, efw: 2.8kg, skang 100% concentrate pada baby tak BF daa...


* notes:
- efw: estimated fetus weight (sukati jer aku translate)
- beza hari check up bagi weeks 21 dan weeks 27 cuma 1 bulan sahaja tapi saiz baby drastically membesar dalam tempoh tuh... jadi macam ku skip sebulan laa


kemajuan kandungan:
kadang tuh ada rasa tanda² nak bersalin...
rasa tak selesa sana sini...
kejap sakit pinggang, kejap kat tulang punggung, kejap nak poo manjang, kejap rasa perut menggelebeh ke bawah... haihhh macam²!
tapi yg memang kerap, sokmo nak pee...!! penat huuu....

tapi...
kalo dapat sopping tak penat plak eh??...

eiskk...
Braxton Hicks da kerap kena da...
alahai... agaknya ku bdapat tak bersalin NORMAL?? ke LSCS gaks lagik?? huuuu....
suspended soil btol ar...



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saya kan keje di Kementerian yang menguruskan orang² miskin..
bila lihat kes/rentetan hidup/persekitaran kehidupan mereka nih,
saya selalu mengaitkan kemiskinan mereka berpunca dari sikap MALAS...
kesian,kan? ini lah hakikatnya... dan yang sedihnya 80% adalah Melayu (Islam la kan?)
hanya sebilangan kecil yang saya lihat --> rajin bekerja, berusaha... namun memang beliau ditakdirkan menjadi miskin harta di dunia ini... haaa orang begitu lah yang sangat² patut dibantu!!!

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okies..
cerita nih takde kaitan dengan orang miskin.. cuma tatau nak klasifikasikan sebagai apa..

saya skang da jadi pemasak tegar..
hari² mesti masak - utk hubby, utk iQa, utk aku.. dan utk aQim..
maka: biasanya esbok (read: icebox) sentiasa ada lauk utk dimasak
paling teruk pon, ada telur.

rutin saya begini..
pagi: sediakan bfast simple tuk hubby, kemudian masak lauk lunch & dinner aQim - bubur masak 2 hari sekali & simpan lam esbok
ptg: masak dinner kami

helper? dia cuma membasuh pinggan mangkuk yang saya sepahkan sahaja. tidak penah saya suruh dia memasak walau menggoreng telur mahupun buatkan segelas air.

alkisah dia..
banyak kali sudah saya pesan, mau makan, masaklah! apa saja yg ada di rumah itu buleh kamu makan (kalau rasa selera nak makan sofa pon, makan lah! ku tak marah. btol!!)
tapi,
dia ni malas kot??
dia cuma makan kalau saya masak. dan katakanlah weekdays, saya balik umah PIL dari pagi.. dan balik ke rumah pada 12 malam. saya lihat lauk di esbok tidak berkurangan pon. dia tak makankah??
kalau saya dinner di luar - biasanya balik selepas 11mlm - dia da tido, kalau saya tapau pon dia tak makan laa..
siang hari pula.. saya cuma masak lauk aQim saja.. saya lihat tiada kesan memasak pon - lauk/brg² dalam esbok tak berkurangan pun..

dia malas masakkah atau tak reti masak??

okey persoalan ku seterusnya:
1. kalau kalian keluar sarapan pagi - adakah kalian tapaukan utk dia?? sedangkan kat umah ada makanan, masaklah sendiri (kan?? ehehe - maid org lain tuh kena masak utk tuan rumah plak tau! takkan dia masak utk diri sendiri pon takleh??)
2. keluar lunch dan jalan² - penat, balik umah. adakah perlu singgah mana² utk tapaukan makanan dia? haiihhh cam penat lak kena pikir sama ada dia makan ker idak..
3. biasanya saya makan luar: mesti makan western food, pizza, secret recipe, kenny rogers dan lain² yg seangkatan. cam tatau nak tapau kan dia apa. Sebab tu mls nak tapau. kejam tak??
4. jika da lebih 5 kali kalian terkena, tapaukan makanan tapi dia tak makan, kalian tapau lagi tak??

saya bukan apa... bukan lah risau dia kekurangan zat ker apa ker... saya cuma risau satu hari saya balik rumah, ada plak orang mati kelaparan kat umah.. kang orang salahkan saya plak.. ehehehe..

*kalian yg ada maid, tulung la jawab soalan saya nih...






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saya sangat suka article ini... taken from


Amy Weekley


Breastmilk is, without a doubt, the perfect infant nutrition. But its usefulness is not limited to babies. People of all ages can benefit from the healing properties of breastmilk. From cuts and scrapes to major illness and surgery, breastmilk can be used to boost immunities, fight

infections, and soothe skin. Here are just a few of the ways that breastmilk can be used to soothe and heal.

Diaper rash
Breastmilk can heal a diaper rash as well as any rash cream on the market. Even better, there is no risk of allergic reaction to make the rash worse. Simply rub in a few drops of breastmilk on the affected area as often as needed, and allow to air-dry before putting a diaper back on.

Dry, cracked nipples
Nursing mothers often experience dry, cracked nipples, especially in the first few weeks of nursing. Lanolin is often recommended in this instance, but breastmilk works better. To heal and soothe, simply rub a drop or two of breastmilk into the nipple immediately after nursing and allow to air-dry.

Sinus, ear, and eye infections
If you or your child has a sinus, ear, or eye infection, a few drops of breastmilk will work wonders in clearing it up. Breastmilk has natural antibodies which kill infection without the harmful side effects of synthetic antibiotics, and can be administered as often as necessary without risk of overdose.

Makeup removal
Breastmilk can be used in place of cold cream to remove makeup and soften skin. Simply rub onto skin and rinse clean.

Eczema and acne
Simply rub a few drops of breastmilk into the affected area and allow to air-dry. Repeat as often as necessary to soothe and heal. Breastmilk contains natural moisturizers that will keep skin supple, which speeds the healing process.

Mosquito bites, cuts, and scrapes
Breastmilk can help relieve the itch and heal bites faster and more naturally than commercial bite remedies. A few drops of breastmilk applied to a cut or scrape before bandaging can prevent infection and speed the healing process.

Sore throat
Breastmilk is wonderful for easing the pain of a sore throat. Babies can get relief every time they nurse, but for older children and adults, a cup of expressed breastmilk can have the same effect.

Chemo patients
Cancer patients undergoing chemotherapy treatment
often have severe nausea after treatment. These patients can use breastmilk to calm their stomachs, help with digestion, and strengthen their weakened immune systems.

Burn patients
Burn victims can use breastmilk to help heal and protect their skin. The fat in breastmilk is an excellent skin soother and softener, and the antibodies help prevent infection.

Organ transplant patients
Patients who receive donor organs often use breastmilk to help fight infection after surgery. Organ donors can also benefit from the immunity-boosting properties of breastmilk while healing from their surgery.

These are only a few of the miraculous healing benefits of breastmilk. Who knew that our bodies could produce a substance with so much power? Breastmilk truly is liquid magic. For more information on the wonders of breastmilk, see the websites at the end of this article.


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seronok kan melayan ebay..
sopping² click click
esok lusa tunggu parcel sampai umah... ehehe

ok nih nak kisah...
sebab takut kat hubby.. saya share kat sini lah ye kalian...
waktu saya giler sangat nak ngadap ebay tetiap hari..
saya terBAGI OFFER kat seller benda nih
tatau la betul² nak ker..sajer gatai tangan??
nak bincang ngan seller pasal shipping cost etc..
she agreed shipping cost GBP40+ (sangat la murah! tapi sebab dia confirm, ku iye je la!)

alkisah da abis time and seller accepted my offer..
maka terpaksa la amik.. (nih kisah orang pandai² membeli tak bagitau hubby la nih!)
so,
settle payment gitu gini... (ku bayar thru PayPal - recommended for all ebayers)
sekali masa nak ship, dia kata tak jumpa shipping svc yg provide svc semurah itu. the cheapest she can get is GBP190 huuuu mahal tau!! kira²RM900++

so ku cancel beli - dan seller setuju.
dia setuju utk refund duitku..

hari
demi hari
masuk lain hari..

takdak refund, emelku pon d tak balas! ayoyo aku suda riso.. uhukk...
banyak gaks apa.. dalam RM1300++ huuu leh dapat PISA seketul
ku tunggu 15-20 days kot! takdak gaks..
ku report la kat ebay.. sebab ku bayar pakai paypal, my purchase protected under PayPal's Buyer Protection Program. haaa.... report kat paypal jer la..
seminggu tau ku tgk paypal ctc seller. tapi dia buat senyap jer...
tiba² arinih bukak maybank2u, tgk² credit card ku chargenya suda negative.. terlebey bayar suda... wohooooo...
dan.. ku selak la inbox! rupanya PayPal suda menyelesaikan masalahku dengan menarik funds dari account seller.. yeehaa!!
duitnya suda dapat semula.... tenkiu PayPal...
cheh hampeh punya seller! (ops! namanya chocolategemz : please note!)


moral of the story??
tak salah nak sopping kat ebay...
tapi kena mintak permisi dari hubby seperti biasa tau! jangan ler beli menda sesuka ati ekeke..
dan jangan lupa gunakan PayPal utk menjamin hak anda sebagai pembeli/penjual!!



**Kak Ina..
kan ku kata, ku n hubby masing² cam ada daulat! ahahaha





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tertekan sangat la...
internet kat opis nih weng jer lately..
bukak web mesti page tak complete. bukak blog orang, sumer pic takleh tgk..
haihhh geramnya!!!

ku nih kat opis..takde keje la sangat!!
haihhhh...
bosannya dengan opis aku nih...
dan tambah bosan plak... bila last week ku dapat surat dari hQ kata permohonan ku untuk tukar ke tempat lain tak lulus.. huhuhu

sebenonya bukan meluat ngan opis nih.. ku suka environment di sini..
kawan ramai... bos pon ok..
tapi pasai job scope.. alahai memang la tak besh nya...
ku nak balik tempat asalku...
ku nak buat keje berkaitan post ku...
ku tak mau dok sini buat keje tah apa² nihhh

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................
saper je la yang memahami aku pon.....



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